I Think I Write...

As I was pondering  On the day As I was wondering How we smoke  And spoke  As you stroke me with your words All your understanding and misunderstanding  Your views are not much new !  We have gone through this hell!  Confessing never goes well!  You broke my heart once  And once again you did hurt me A little hope I dared  Foolish me! I should have been scared  as this is no more a friendship Its everything but a relationship An agreement mutually understood  Not to poke me when I'm misunderstood You can't comment on my affairs! Oh no more You lost your right over this fight!   You can always hate my man You can always wish for what I have  But its simple humanity that you lack You know ways to hurt me when you can  No more will I endure this pain As I am letting go of this feeling no more in strain Whats gone cannot be welcomed back And no one is to blame but you As you went obsessive about me And I have no obligation

I do... I did... Yes, Loved  Had deeply fallen in love when I had a broken heart  and she happened to me. And today when I am thinking about her  with a broken finger this time, It brings an inextricable smile on my face! That was a time long ago... I knew her from my school days  met her here and there  and then it was in grad school when I found her in front of the main gate I was so delighted to know  that I already have a friend...a person I'm acquainted with before. I brought her to my coaching class and then the whole story began Together the lanes we walked, the classes we went, and library study was an excuse for us  to gossip and gossip about everything but useful things ! We pledged our lives to be together,  We proposed each other. Her neighborhood seemed like mine as I was to be always found there And my house seemed no more mine as it became ours. everywhere it was her aura though we spoke about him  a