It's that time of the year again. The cycle of 365 days got over and a new cycle started.
Happy new Year to everyone reading and also to those not reading.
For some this year will bring opportunities and successes, planning ahead in their lives and how to reach new goals again make fresh resolutions or renew the previous ones and for some....well some are just glad they could make this far.
The year 2016 was very important to me for a variety of reasons. No...I didn't accomplish any university degree like the previous one but the education was not the bookish one this year.
Being able to stand for myself and being able to speak for myself and face the core problems or obstacles in my life was a major inner achievement. However I have a long road to go on that sphere but this year was a start to that journey.
This year gave me an insight on some people whom I dearly held close and also brought me close to people who I felt were mere strangers!
Sometimes growing up makes me sad, to see and understand how complex human emotions could be and how much intricately they are bound with each other and yet they fight. It was much simpler when we were children.
Some say its better to forgive who did wrong to you. Forgiving makes the heart bigger and lighter. It brings a sense of peculiar peace in the inner soul. I am not a forgiving person. I am still unable to be one. However I am a "forgetting" person. I can't forgive you for what you did to me. But I can surely forget what you did to me. I can- no more think of the things and lock the memories far away in the memory chamber and never unlock it again.
Does that make my heart heavier or smaller?
Well, I don't think so cause it beats the same!
No, I don't have any grievances or any regrets. I am blessed with amazing parents and the most entertaining and mischievous sibling. I still have a small group of friends however the number have increased and they are the most supporting people I have known. I have meet some great personalities and I will adore them for the rest of my life. Some experiences have taught me great deal this year and some experiences made me wiser!
I hope the events in this new year makes my life simpler in the coming years!
A very Happy New year to all or a New Year that brings happiness to all.
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